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Wadlo T. Goats aka; Ricky
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| I think she smiles when she kisses me... |
[May. 16th, 2004|09:49 am] |
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Ok, so, last night, simply amazing. One of my top 5 favorite parties ever most deff. Other 5 being; Day befor thanks giving 2002, Sarah's prom party, House party in Va X2.
Cory is outterly insane. No other way to describe the situation. The man eat purple beads cause he tought it was candy...
Eliot get the award for most damage abtained by a 4 foot fall to the ground. It look as if Mike Tyson was allowed to warm up on his face. Poor Little buddy, get better!
Ian, you crazy crazy drunkin basturd. Why drink the whole bottle, lol. Good going mate.
Scum Scum Scum. What can i say, watching scummy hit on Sam was so awesome.
For everyone, singing was awesome. The Darkness is comming like the 5th of june, and it is only like 15 dollars, i think we should all go get tickets if we want to go. Singing the darkness, greenday, Sublime, it was just all so amazing. It was stright time of your lives type shit.
Anyways, i think i am getting to bed. That was about the whole night, right...
Yeah, good night.
Hehe, oh yeah, i think i forgot to menchen someone the effected my night, a little.
Annie rules. Quite simple really. She is totally like the cutest person ever. We were just sitting there talking, having a good time. You know, chillin out maxin, the works. Little stoned, well, way stoned, little tosty drunk. Ian, drunk out of his shirt. "You two need to kiss..." Wow, talk about a weird moment killer. Anyways, that went out off and out for, well, about and 20 mins. I am so in to her, she is so beautfull, and so nice, how do i know if she likes me? We seem to keep getting closer on the bean bag. You wouls think our eyes would meet, but our eyes meet a lot... I mean to say. We both allways seem to catch each others eyes. This time tough, it was just time i guess. It was just amazing, except for tyou all like commenting on it the whole time and messin up the moment... Thanks guys, love you too. I was just so happy tought, still am really. She smiles when she kisses me, and i like it a lot. It makes me really warm and fuzzy. There is just something really sexy about that silly dreedlocked Fragle. We pretty much feel asleep togeather and spend all day sunday togeather till i had to go to work.
I had a really great weekend. Sunday after we went to the beach and lunch, we went back to spencers and helped clean up, then feel asleep on his couch. Simply aweosme, all i can say. I really cant wait for tomorrow, and all i am doing is working. That is awesome!!
Wadlo T. Goats, Lounge Singer ver. 5.0 |
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| FRESBIEE TONIGHT |
[May. 12th, 2004|04:38 pm] |
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EVERYONE MUST BE THERE GT AT LIKE 7 OR 8, BE THERE DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 |
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| I am Wadlo... |
[May. 10th, 2004|11:16 am] |
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Hey goat nation. So today was not to bad. Went to work at 10:30, and my boss was acting all weird. Dont know why.
Got off work at like 1pm, till 4 and meet Annie at the beach. We walked about a mile or so and went to Quiznos. It was a really night lunch break, but i had to go back to work.
Went back to work, made about 55 dollars for the day.
Got off work for good at about 9, and went to Annie's house. We left the and went and saw Van Helson. I kinda liked it, but it was lacking something. It was awesome, Annie is the same type movie person i am i think, and that is awesome. We made silly comments the whole time, lol. It rocked. After the movie, we drove back to Annie's.
Talked for like 2 hours accualy, then i came home and posted this journal.
It is really cool to not need to have something to do to have a good time with someone. I think i have that kinda relationship with a few people, and that makes me really happy.
Wadlo T. Goats, Alien Hunter |
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| and i work because... |
[May. 9th, 2004|10:41 am] |
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I hate, with a pation, rancid chesse. Today was nice, pretty relaxed. Got up, showered. Went to sarah's and gave her mom flowers for mother's day. She said i made her day. Then, we watched ellen and sarah as a 3 year old, hehe. She was really cute. Haha, still is i guess.
Anyways, i got the feelin that she wated to talk to yahann, and i had to go to lunch for mothers day anyways.
Lunch was nice. We went to the beach house. I had salad.
Next, i took one of the roses i got for sarah's mom, and gave it to Annie at work. She saved the day last night when she drove me all the way to my house at like midnight when i needed a key. So she got a rose, i got ice cream. We talked for like 15 mins, and then i let her get back to work.
Came home, and hung out with my mom's and grandma. Swam for a little bit. Got ready for work.
Work was fine except for cleaning the cheese, god i hate it, is it so so nasty.
Well, i really need to get some sleep, i have to get up at like 9:30 for work, and i quite smoking anything till atleast friday, so, tomarrow is my first day or work not high. I think i am going to the beach durning my break tomorrow, 1:30 till 4 or so. Someone should join me. Call me, 773-8461. Or if you jut want to chill at that time, call me too.
Dr. Wadlo T. Goats, Ant doctor |
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| oh no, the clock is melting off the wall... |
[May. 8th, 2004|03:46 pm] |
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Ok, so, the musuam party was accualy awesome. The DJ at the rave, which did not start till like 2 am, and he sucked. The girl afterward was a lot better, but, bye then it was like 4 or 5 am, lol. Annie ans Scum rule! They are my new FEB crew. We got attacked by a CRAZY CRAZY black lady, who called us her, "niggas." She made us give her like 6 dollars, and bye her Spam and bread! Awazing. It was really nice seeing Ashley, but she was really high, and like did not really talk to me all that much, but it was nice none the same. Hehe, i think i have a crush, lol, shhhh, dont tell anyone. Accualy, it is not that big i deal, hehe. Its kinda fun tough, i feel like a middle school kid, hehe. Accualy, i take that back, i am accualy really indefferent to it. But, it has been a while sence i have had a good crush, hehe. Oh yeah, there was also a crazy guy with fucked up arms at that gas station too. Never buy beer in St. pete after like 6 pm, lol.
Anyways, SOMEONE CALL ME, I AM SO BORED!!!!!!!
Wadlo T. Goats, Venus De Millo |
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| Just saying hi after a long day... |
[May. 4th, 2004|12:47 am] |
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Hey guys, you should probley still be reading my last post, cause that is more intersting, but as for today... All i really did was work. DId not really make that much money today, but i did ok. People, if you want to hang out with me, Freekin call me, i have no ones number, and also, i allway think i am bathering everyone. SO, if you think i am fun to play with, you should just call me, and say fuck it. 773-8461. That mean you tyler, you have the number now, ryan, you got it. Everyone else, you got that shit, and no one can take it away! I had a split shift tomorrow anyone want to chill for a few before i have to go back to work at like 3:30, again, just call me!
Ok, so, on my break today, i stoped by sarahs just because i was on 12th anyways, and i knew everyone had been out of school. Sarah say's, "what time do you get off work?"
I say, " 8ish."
She says, "ok, ill see you tonight then, bye."
Confussion sets in... Did i have planes with sarah pending on work tonight? I really did not think so. GO back to work. Call sarah around oh, 6ish, no answer. Get off at 8. Drive to sarah's house to see if there is like a gathering or something... I was thinking maybe it was like prom picture showing or something, bur no, wrong. I knock on ther door, and mom answers. Sarah and her whole family are watching tv. I was totally figuring i was interupting something, and just asked if i left my vest from prom. I did. Sarah goes and gets it. Mom asked me to sit down, so i do. Anyways, it was so awesome. I ended up watching tv and talking with her and her family, (mostly her and her dad) for like hours i think. It was really nice. I like her family a lot. We talked about being scared, hehe.
Side note... I like friends. You guys are cool. Hears to the new friends i made prom night. You call me too, lol, and ill call you.
Real note... I have not been so greatfull and happy for all my friends a people i hang around with in a long time, and i really think you all. You all have helped me trough a hard time, and accualy made it seem kinda easy(seem key word). Sarah, Ryan, you to exspecialy. You guys are really like my cloestest friend right now, and i love you guys.
Wadlo T. Goats, Babbulling idiot |
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| as long as your dressed, you should go to prom... |
[May. 2nd, 2004|01:42 pm] |
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So, on a find saturday afternoon, a respectible gentialmen likes to look his best. As such, i left the house in my good suit pants, and a blue polo dress shirt. Go to sarah's house to place my drink order for the night, and she says to me, "you should go to prom with me, i have no date." I basicaly said what the hell, and went home a got my suit jacket.
We all looked fuckin emaculate! Gwen had a whole 20's thing going on. Sarah looked hot hot hot as usual. 60's allmost i would say, with like a hint on 50's and 80's. Zander was the pimp who de-segragated prom. Ok, so, all the white girl where dancing on one platform, and all the black girl where on another. Zander the pimp jumped up with the white philly's, and all the sudden, over walked the whole platform of black girl's, AND PROM WAS DESEGRAGATED!!!
As for me, i think i was pretty much 70's with a hit of... dare i say, 90's grunge?!
So prom was fun. The was a giant half Efile tower in the middle of the room. I really could not understand the purpus of a half Efile tower. It seemed so, um, negitive. The second i looked at it, i really wanted a toy plane to crash in to it, and a picture of Nostradumaus.
Oh yeah. Annie, awesome dancer, as well as Sarah. That booty is everywhere in a funky bootylisuos kinda way.
So... I saw my opening... I knew i had to take it... The was Alex, standing in perfect position. I start to run... Carefully timeing everything prociscly in my head at speeds you cant fathum... Making my approch... Everything perfect... Jump... Stop... Plant... Leep... In the air... ABORT!!! BOOGY 3 O'CLOCK!!! TO LATE... CRASH AND THUD!!!
I feel about, oh, what alex it about 5.9 or so... So about 6 feet ricky on my hip... Right on my cell phone... I have a hugh bruse that looks like a cell phone on my thigh.
After party... Amazing... Everyone so just awesome. Congrats to Erin for not drinking, and everyone else who did not. I drank quite a bit, but not as much as my new buddy cory barker. Lindsey and Ashley Lane are a set of rockin sisters, but for totally different reasons, and that is so cool!! Lindsey and Ashley, you rule!
Nikki and Will never came back after they left, and did not call back either, that kinda sucked.
All you need to know about the party is that, if you wernt there, you should have been. Stop liveing vicariously trought me. Other then that, you really can just about sum the whole night up with... "I beleive in a thing called love..."
Lovingly,
Wadlo T. Goats, Blues Singer Level 2 |
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| Tag team, back again... |
[May. 1st, 2004|03:17 pm] |
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Hola everyone. This is Wadlo checkin in. I never post anymore cause i am never home. AAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhh, and i dont even have time now, BLAH!@!!!!!! WADLO IS OUT! |
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| Wadlo T. signs back on at noon... |
[Apr. 19th, 2004|12:21 am] |
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So my faitfull, its been awhile. I come to you from my new laptop. Got it today. Just one more day till 4:20. I am so happy. I cant sleep and i have to work tomorrow early, plus get my tire fixed before work. So i totally need a car charger for my laptop allready. I am super voyur from my car from now on. Recoarding everything i can. Anyways, i also got a new phone last week, so here is the number, YEAH!!!
773-8461.
CALL ME
Wadlo T Goats |
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| Been a while... |
[Mar. 28th, 2004|02:36 pm] |
Hey everyone. I have been so busy i have not been able to post. My mom and sister are back in town.
I hurt my back really bad last monday, and again last night, it sucks way to much.
I dont have a whole lot to say right now, i am in so so so much pain.
I dont know how happy i am. I really dont feel like people really like me that much. And, also, i really know that i miss ashley, and hate thinking about what she might be out doing, or who for that matter. I quess i am not over it. She sure got over my quick tought.
People, please, if you want to do stuff, call me, or if you are just hanging out, and dont mind if i join, call me. 749-0387, 224-3548 cell. |
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| i need help... |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|04:12 pm] |
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I am so so alone now. I would call ashley, but she is probley not home, she is to busy for me now. I guess thats what happened. I cant stop crying. If she still loves me, why is this happening? I wish they were atleast good reasons for breaking up. All i get is, i dont appresiate you enough, and you deserve someone that does. I dont want someone else, if i did, I would have broken up with her. Maybe it all these new friends or something, i mean, she is a really beautfull girl, so i am sure she will be dating them in like a week, if that long. I know by saying all this i become the asshole, but it just seems like lies and bull-shit to me, and i cant take it. She could not even do it in person. A year and 3 months, and its on a cell when in the middle of the night while i am trying to have a good time with friends. It put me in total shock. I dont want to be here anymore. I dont want to be anywhere really. Not without her. I am sorry, i am an asshole. I just feel so helpless, and like i lost everything i loved about my life. |
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| I feel so empty |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|03:42 pm] |
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Hey, whats up. I feel so empty right now. Its so hard to beleive this is all real. I should have said more. I cant not have ashley in my life, but it is going ot be so hard. I love her so much, more then anyone i think... To no be able to tell her, and hold her, and kiss her. Its so hard to imagain. Its even hard to sleep with out saying good night to her. People tell me, maybe she will miss you after a few days, but i cant hope on that. I just dont know what to do. Someone call me and tell me whats going on tonight. |
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| Time to try to sleep.. |
[Mar. 13th, 2004|05:55 am] |
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Sorry for everything really. I have to work in like 4 and a half hours. getting new jobs sucks so much for me. |
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| I am the workin man... |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|01:44 pm] |
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Hey, so yeah, starting work today. Infact, leaving right now, but ill have my g-ma's cellie, so you all you call me and tell me what going down tonight! 224-3548. Holla |
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| The Tail begains... |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|01:06 am] |
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disclaimer:
You are about to embark on a magical quest into a world
of disillusion. Spelling should be disregraded as it is
not important it this land; figure it out youself.
Prepear your mind to just flow with the words, and take
them in as you navagaite trought a mind of cloody
madness in:
A Smokers Tail:
by, Wadlo T Goats; aka, Richard McKay Drake
Before life begain, living was ideal. Everything was totally self sefishent in my eyes. I never needed anything, infact, need had no meaning to me what-so-ever. Now, when i NEED to eat, i eat, usely to much. When i NEED to drink, i drink. When i NEED to shit, i shit. No, before life bagain, i lived in a world without need. I never needed to eat or drink, because nutrents went right to my stumoc. I did not need to walk, because i knew how to floot. I did not need money because my woom came fully fernished; Ramones poster on the wall, warm bath atmissfear, punching bag, Lava lamp. My whole preception of exestance was compleatly one of total nirviana. I mearly was. Nothing had meaning. It just was. Nothing needed explaining. It just was. It took no understanding. It just was. I had no parents. I just was.
I had not received my slave name, i called myself Super Fetis. I wore a cape. I partied trimester in and trimester out.
Fetial time, and the livings easy...
Times wears perfect. Untill one fatfull day. The day the alians attacked.
Hey everyone this is just an explanation for everyone that really has no clue as to what this is. About a year ago i was writing a book. One day it was stolen along with my car. I was heart broken, i had had-writen allmost 75 pages front and back. And i also had been told it was awesome so far. Anyways, i really love to write, and for someone, anyone, to get some joy, happyness, or really any emotion from my efferts. I know this was just like i short little bit, but i plane to write the whole thing on live journal slowly. I just want to share my crazy stories with people now, rather then spent years trying to write a book. I can allways edit it all togeather someday in the future. I hope you guys get something out of it. Its basicaly stupid, twisted versions of the way i see my life and things that have happened to me. Please, as it goes, tell me what you think.
Wadlo T Goats, writer extrodenior |
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| Martha went down... |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|11:05 pm] |
The devil has been tamed! No more selling her satianistic values with each pillow case!
I, Wadlo T. Goats, cought her red handed teaching kids how to make pentagram silk screens, and how to prepear new born baby-ribs, rare and bloody! Her evil empire well be no more!
Next, i plan to set my sights on Richard Simmions. He has been beating helpless ponies for years and years! Not on Wadlo's watch, no sir-ie bob. I have planted itching power in all his spandix, but not just any itching power, super-duper itching power that will give him the nastiest rash you ever did see. I dont know how this helps me endite him, but it will, and he will be facing some hard jail time. Lets face it, when that happenes, his ass-hole is going to be pounded harder then mike tyson beats his wemon.
Death to hamsters!
I think i am like 35,008,773 in line for the crown in england. Does anyone have any plans on how i can cut that number down to like 4 in the next, oh say, 7 years?
God i wish i had some pie.
I think i would make a hell of a team maskot. How do i get in to that line of work? Do i have to be a male cheer-learder, cause ill do it, i love skirts.
Goat army, i call to you! We need to fight for i rights! We need to fight the people that brought us Carson Daily! His parents must pay!
My head hurts so so bad right now. I need my magical herbs:(
General Wadlo T. Goats, the peoples champ |
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| not a lot to say... |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|04:11 am] |
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So i had a kinda hoe-hum day... Filming with ryan was pretty fun i guess. It just nice hanging out with people. I like that Gwen is so nice. I think people take advantage of her sometimes and that is not cool.
I cant sleep and it really sucks a lot...
So these stupid jobs wont call me back or tell me what is going on when i call. It is really annoying, and seems quite unprofessional. I mean, fine, if you dont want to hire me, thats your choose, but just tell me, stop draging me along. Everytime i call Alt. bread company, they tell me we have not figured out what we are going to do yet. Papa- Johns, well the owner seems to be a big asshole and i dont really think i can work for him, but if he says i have a job i have to take it. Either way he is an asshole. I called him today to see what was up and he told me in the rudest way imaginable that he does not have my driving record yet and to call back tomorrow... Why do some people just have prick in there bllod.
Tyler is really nice too. He accualy tryed to call after my last post. That is awesome. It shows someone i can really consider a friend, and that is really nice... For the record, ashley called me. Thank you sweetie. Also for the record, that was not directed toward anyone, or any group of people. I know we all get times when we feel like there is no one there, we are alone and sad and have no one to talk to... That was my way of venting really. I knew everyone was busy and that there where perfectly good reasons that no one was there for me. That is why i was very carefull with my wording.
I feel like i am letting my diet slip, so starting tomorrow i have to becarefull. I know, its lame, but i use to be like 70 pounds heaver then i am now, and i dont want to get there again. I worked really hard to totally change my diet and eating habbits. It really is awesome tough. I accually change my pallet i think. I like and accualy find myself craving healthy foods i use to hate. I just still get cought up in eating a lot of bad stuff for a few day every once and a while. So before you all think i am crazy, i dont starve myself, and the only reason i know i need to get strict again is because i can accualy feel the difference. I dont feel as good when i eat a lot of shit, or just over eat in general. I find when i eat healthy, i have more energy, sleep a little better, get more done, feel better, and my moods are better.
I think i might try to get my hair did tomorrow. Or not, who cares...
My best firend dave called me the other day. It made me really happy. I had not talked to him in like atleast 8 months. I miss all my old friends a lot. It has been way to long sence i have seen them, and i really worrie that i wont be able to go home to visit them this summer.
Oh yeah, last thing about today... NO ONE SHOWED UP AT FRESBIEE!!! What the hell happened, it was at 7 this week. Scummy just like dissapiered. He said he was comming, even stoped by ryans and said he was on his way to fresbiee, and never came, so so lame! I think everyone has to show next week, cause people are starting to slack. |
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| Why oh Why... |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|03:58 pm] |
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Ok, so sometime it just seems like knowone is there. My family is in a big fight, and apperently we might loss the house or something, i dont know. Its so stupid. I call to talk about it, and people are to busy. I might sound like an asshole on this on, but for my close firend, i am allways there, i go out of my way for the in there times of need. I have even in one accasion lost a job because a friend needed me. Why cant people be tehre for me for once? Not to say that i am anything speical, or that no one is ever there for me, cause people are sometimes and i really apprisiate it. I guess i am just upset cause i need someone now and no one is here.
Anyways, someone call me to do something. I am so so lonely. |
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| Let's have a cry... |
[Mar. 4th, 2004|03:55 am] |
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I think crying gets a bad rap. Crying is generally associated with pain, despair, sorrow, but those are all emotions that cause us to cry. Crying is not an emotion, it's an act, a result of our emotions. What about tears or joy, happiness, excitement. Take weddings for example. I cried and my aunts wedding, but it was because i was so happy. Seeing two people, so in love, committing themselves to eachother forever. Think what you will, but my greatest dream in life it to get married, to have a family, to have someone to share everything i am with, to be part of a team, and have a bond that no one else as with someone. Love is the greatest gift life has to offer. The tought of it has the power to bring me to tears. I can allmost garentee that i will cry at my wedding. It might not look right, a 6 foot 4 man standing in from of houndreds of people in tears, but who care, one look at me, and you know i am not concerned with looking right. My wedding day, whenever, wherever, to whom ever with be the happiest day of my life, and ifs it not, how could it be right? Its the day i want to come the most in my life, but at the same time, i am in no hurry for it. It has to be right, it has to be beautfull and perfect. By perfect i dont mean that it has run flawlessly, with no mistakes. By perfect i mean it has to be right. The feeling has to be right. I have to cry. So next time you find yourself thinking, "i hate crying," think about all the time you have cried because you were so overjoyed. The time you sister got married, or the time you got the news you got in to the collage of you dreams, or the time you over came the greatest of odds and secceeded in something you tought was impossible. The time you found out someone was ok you tought you had lost forever... |
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